Hi, man! I’m Ace, writing in a diary for the first time so you probably don’t know me as well. I’m a student of ***, class 12… you know, serious stuff! Got a lot of friends including you (I hope)! I don’t really know what to write in a diary, so hope you can help me.
Actually I’m pretty psyched about a proposal that I’m thinking of making. I can’t decide whether to go on or not. Pretty stupid, nah? Maybe if I tell you the facts then you can decide. Well, her name is Nisha. She’s the same age as I am, a master at computers, not too beautiful but sexy, great figure… you know the lot! She’s very conservative, kinda so I don’t know how she’s gonna react. I know her from class 10 at Apex. Actually, she sat in front of me in an exam and asked me how to do a sum which I couldn’t. I was pretty much the boss around there and this really impressed me. I asked her to get my marks for the last test, and on that behalf took her phone number (nice, nah? thanx!). Then she and I became kinda friends and used to talk sometimes. In fact, I first befriended her to get at Ajay, who had a crush on her. Asshole, that jerk even went out with her. Then we talked for the first time, at night and got to know each other as well. She told me a lot about herself and me about myself.
We even planned our marriage (just kidding, of course!).. in fact, we pledged ourselves to each other in marriage when I’m 27 and she 26 (she’s 2 days younger than me). We even used to kiss each other good night on the phone, but… you know, this was all in kidding. We were never really serious about each other. But know i felt some kind of thoughts (sic) for her. I always used to say there’s nothign such as love. Well, I don’t know.
The thing that really keeps me back from proposing is that our friendship will break if she refuses. That would really break me into pieces. Is this love? Nah! I wouldn’t fall in love. I’m Ace, THE Ace, you know. The great Ace, but… the in-love Ace ??
nothing special yet. Usual things… the initial dilemma, the male ego all in place. Ok, we’ll see…